RYL ♥

18 mar 11' ~ Overworked.

2011-03-18T00:28:00.002+08:00

I guess i've overworked. Energy is draining out fast. Insomnia is driving me crazy. Adrenaline rushes in my blood as though they are night-owls. Damn, this has to get better.

14 mar 11' ~ After 7 months break.

2011-03-14T00:44:00.004+08:00

After 7 months of MIA, i'm back! (:

This time it's to introduce my beloved boy.....

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Ta-da!

Though it has been official since don't know when last year, but it's new to my blog :D We started on the 7th July 2010 and it has just past 8 months. Currently we are still going strong, sweet and loving (Honeymoon period, if that's what it's called). He is enlisting soon, in May (DAMN!). So now he is spending his free time working at where i am working now, earning money to buy all his branded stuffs. Tsktsk. Each time when he's out, he's worth at least S$150, but please do not rob him (:

Next, university application, hais, i have no idea what i want and don't even know if i'm able to get into a good course. Waiting for dear to come my house tmr, then submit our application before we go shopping. DAMN!!!!

Not feeling well, not feeling well, NOT FEELING WELL! :(

7 aug 10' ~ First month w Eugene ♥

2010-08-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

Loveeeeeee♥

7 aug 10' ~ Tagggs

2010-08-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

Tagggs

tms: write all your bad days on a paper, fold it into a paper plane and throw it right out the window (:
RYL: HAHAHAHA, does it really works?

passerby: hey! cheer up!
RYL: I will. Thanks (:

Adelyn: Cherllie lua! why does everyone seems down ): talk to me soon ya!!
RYL: (:

Sarah: Nice info you got...
RYL: What info? Lol.

18 july 10' ~ Bad day #2 [Thought i made eug angry but actually he forgot about me. WTH.]

2010-07-18T23:38:00.002+08:00

Bad day #2 (please no more of this from next week onwards!)

I'm tired of having bad days! I think you are tired of me too, so please go away.

Not ready? Haven't adapt to your new life yet? Please don't give me another bad/moody day. I'm sick of tired of it. So are you. So stop it, will you? This month isn't as smooth sailing as i thought it was supposed to be...

17 july 10' ~ East coast park [They adviced me about my r/s with Eugene; Eug never msged me maybe cause i made him angry; you - eugene]

2010-07-18T03:04:00.007+08:00

Out to ECP with 4/8 people. Had a fun time talking to Denise, Fab and Raph. Didn't get to talk to Alyah though :( Went Bedok85 for dinner and Ling & Ky joined us (:

Thanks for listening to me and giving me advices. You and your ti-ko nonsense could cheer people up. HAHA.

Thanks darling for advising me just now. Hope i would really head your advices :p And you SHOULD do what you just told me. It applies to you too. HEH.

♥ you people (:

I've never felt this way before. It's just so different from the past. Perhaps, you are the reason.

Tagggs
passerby: nice layout:D why so angry... who stared at you?
passerby: a guy?woo
RYL: Heh thanks (: Yup some irritating guy.

tms: woo that angst. dont dirty your fingers la.... use a laser to burst his "bart chui"
RYL: Nah, i will wear gloves. I won't feel satisfied if i don't settle it on my own. Screw that person lah.

Chanly: Lualy!! Hehe, stalking time (; Why you so emo nemo on your blog. ): Come back to the studio more often k, we'll give you all the love you need! Cheer upz! (:
RYL: Wah, my ultimate stalker girl. Hehe, maybe because you don't love me as much as you love wuanyi, fion and jiayan :( Hahaha yeah i will go back as and when i feel like D-A-N-C-I-N-G. Please don't let sum see this. He will kill me for not studying. And i'm going to learn Change and Circus on my own. Shall dance with you all next time (:

13 july 10' ~ Bad day #1 [H - eugene; idiot - Vas]

2010-07-13T23:12:00.005+08:00

Bad day #1

Nothing is going according to my plan. Uhm, wishes i mean. Sian.

And some stupid, retarded idiot had to irritate me. Stare stare stare. Stare somemore and i will dig out your eyes one day. You think you are good-looking uh?! UGLY TTM, SUCKER. Act big, but actually you are a coward. Only know how to show off. USELESS. If you wanna be more famous, irritate me more and i'll make your dream come true! Stupid.

H don't want to talk to me? I don't know. And i don't really care because i know i will not take the initiative first. Sorry but that's me when i'm not in a good mood.

Tagggs
(Denise): I have the photos alr! Lucas transferred them to me.
RYL: Omg send me send me (:

12 july 10' ~ SCREWED WEEK!

2010-07-12T23:17:00.002+08:00

This is a bad week to start off with.

Screw it. Just screw this week.

If any of you wanna make me cry/upset, it's your chance to do it now.

Otherwise shut up, and don't disturb me over small little things.

I'm not in the mood to entertain any jokers.

Get it?!

12 july 10' ~ SOPHIX ['Open war' on fb]

2010-07-12T00:56:00.003+08:00

I care, but is it worth my time?

It has been so long and i never thought i would rake the past again and talked about it now. It just breaks my heart by doing that. I miss you all, but it's not the same.

Finally i stopped crying. My tears flowed like a waterfall. Now my eyes are so tired and i am going to bed.

11 july 10' ~ 5 years ago [you - nicholas]

2010-07-11T02:05:00.004+08:00

5 years ago.

If only that incident didn't happen...

If only i didn't like you so much...

If only i didn't put all my trust on you...

If only you didn't leave such a big impact in my life...

If only, i could forget everything that had happened.

Then, it would never hurt me now.

An open wound that is in the process of healing. But we all know it will never disappear. A scar will still be there and one small mistake is enough to open it again. I once told myself i will protect it with care, with my paranoia and everything i have because i don't want to be hurt again.

9 july 10' ~ Photoshoot! [Eug can read my mind, but i can't.]

2010-07-09T23:31:00.000+08:00

Photoshoot!

Went SP for photoshoot. Photographer and the others are friendly (: But felt weird at first cause i don't know them and nise had to abandon me for lessons. LUCKY i got ling. Can't wait to see the photos though i saw them when we were slacking.

Argh. This whole week isn't really a good week for me due to SA2 results. I really have no idea what happened to me. I felt like crying each time i get back my papers. I studied but that's not the results i want. Maybe because i never spend enough time. I only had 1 and 1/2 days for chem and bio each; 1 day for econs; none for gp. Other days spent on maths. I hope i do well for maths, otherwise i can get ready to go for night study. Though it's not a good week, but i still love it (:

Damn damn tired now. I want to sleepppp, but my hair is still wet :( Not going out tmr. I'm going to stay at home and sleep!

Impart me your mind reading skills, so i could know you better.

7 july 10' ~ Together ♥ [H - Eugene; F - Felicia; Had surprise dinner and bday celebration; Eug gave me another rose]

2010-07-07T23:41:00.004+08:00

SURPRISES ♥

Today is a happy day, with my fav number 7.
H did well for test;
Surprised both H & F.

Ms rose is no longer on her own. She found herself another partner, together in my fridge. Lol.

♥ 7 July ♥

7 july 10' ~ Big day for Eugene and me ♥ [Made a card for Eugene]

2010-07-07T01:32:00.003+08:00

It's the day! ♥

I'm so so so so so tired recently... But hopefully not tmr (: And lucky, tmr is a Wednesday which means i will start school later. Can sleep a bit more. Haha.

It has been ages since i touched my art materials. But i touched them tonight and made a card. I think it's nice, of course it's my art piece :D Just hope whoever that is going to receive it will like the card.

6 july 10' ~ Out with dancers [Blogshop plan with Maddy; Brown words to eugene and his fht test]

2010-07-06T02:41:00.002+08:00

Out shopping with the dancers and had alot of fun. The usual jokes we had, plus the silly stuffs we did. They are a fun group of people to be with. Didn't regret going out with them today though i only had 6 hours of sleep the night before and actually wanted to ps them :p HEHE. Can't wait to go out with them again! Oh, and maddy, our plan! I'm damn excited about it. Hope it will really come true (:

Everything will be fine. It will be. Just do your best and it will be alright (:

SLEEPING NOW! Gosh, 2.50am already!

5 july 10' ~ Counting down for 7 july ♥

2010-07-05T02:26:00.003+08:00

Too little colours to fill the amount of love i have for you (:

Okay, i'm so dead. SGC not completed yet; only did 1/6 essay outlines and i'm going to shop tmr. Die die die. Wanted to start on SGC now, but it's already 2.40am! Have to sleep soon. Damn.

Wednesday will be a nice day, with good weather. I know it will be because it's 7 July ♥

4 july 10' ~ Out with Eugene ♥ [White H]

2010-07-04T02:38:00.004+08:00

Went town and watched Knight and Day. Not as nice as what i expected though. Went Borders too and went to find books on countries. I want to go somewhere nice, somewhere peaceful. Read up on psychology of love and i love this quote ''Get into a relationship because you want to, not you need to.'' ♥

I enjoyed my day; i hope you enjoyed it too ♥(H)

4 july 10' ~ Tagggs

2010-07-04T02:37:00.001+08:00

Tagggs
tms: lol! work after a's la. Confirm got time one. Don't be a rotter and rot at home xD
RYL: Of course i won't.

(Denise): CAKETALK HAHAHAHA (Y) BEST
RYL: HAHA i like that too.

3 july 10' ~ Desire♥ [H - Eugene Houby♥]

2010-07-03T03:05:00.001+08:00

Desire.

I want to be a model, like seriously. I even went to look up on info of freelance models.
I want to open an online shop/bricks-and-mortar store and sell pretty clothes. DCAL! Remember, chromosomes♥
I want to learn how to design clothes and acessories.
I want want to bake and open my own cafe with nice cakes, cupcakes... BUT no bread (: Maybe i should call it 'caketalk' HAHA.

Woah, maybe i should just go for business course. Should i? Hmm...

I MISS DANCING. I happened to listen to the song 'Eat You Up' just now and i recalled the fun days i had with my beloved dancers♥
Told H, i'm going to take up dance classes once A's end! Reggae, i'm coming! Interested in ballroom dance too!!! Beatrice, we should go take up classes soon. Marcus too. HAHA.

Damn! I want A's to be over soon. I've so many things to do. Like seriously. Shopping, working and even going on overseas trips with my friends! DAMN. I'm having a lil of the holiday mood and study mode now.

2 july 10' ~ Urge to be a model! :D

2010-07-02T01:49:00.002+08:00

Hi blog, i miss you, do you miss me too? :D

Finally got SA2 done and over with. It was such a difficult period to balance shopping, playing and STUDYING! FREAKING ALOT OF TOPICS TO STUDY, OKAY! Biology alone can take up more than a week and i only took like 2.5days to cover all topics with selective studying. SA2 didn't kill me, but i won't do really well for it either. Okay, over with exams.

Now i'm suffering from fatigue. Only had 2 hours of sleep before my biology paper in the morning and i'm still awake at this time!!! Never sleep for about 20hours cause i went shopping with Fela&Sharon. Our standard routine after exams (:

I WANT TO BE A MODEL!!! :D
&& I WANT TO WORK BECAUSE I WANT MONEY FOR SHOPPING!!!! :)

20 june 10' ~ Ultimate moodswings again! [Talking about eugene always disappearing and that close with nat; R - relationships]

2010-06-20T01:34:00.006+08:00

Stupid girl, stop it will you?

Chest pain...

Heart pain...

Crying...

What's wrong with you?! Damn it.

R really restrict a person's life.

I don't wish to the bad person,

but i really can't comprehend it.......

Like totally.

20 june 10' ~ Tagggs

2010-06-20T01:30:00.001+08:00

Tagggs
alee: ohhh so you come back then put your picture.
alee: what seyyyy
RYL: You're jealous of my nice photo right! Just admit it :D Heh.

tms: rofl Eh? You know how to mahjong meh? good not haha
RYL: HAHAHAHAHA yuppp. Not good lah.

18 june 10' ~ A post, finally.

2010-06-18T03:10:00.015+08:00

Hohoho, it has been a long time since i blogged (:
Because i've turned into a lazy girl. Hehehe :D

Wanted to blog about dance,
but i'm lazy to upload the photos and i do not have all the photos too,
so shall shelve it to some other days :p

Argh i'm damn sian now.
I'm bored and i can't sleep!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whoever that sees this now, entertain me please :(

TAGGGS...

Adelyn: cannot give up ah cherllielua! you're not going to screw up your A's can!

RYL: But i lost my motivation to study. Damn sian.

deric: ya lo cherllielua you're not going to screw up your A's! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

RYL: WAHHHHH, how come you know about my blog?! STALKER EH. THANKS UH. I'll remember you as the one who curse me!

tms: * in tweeny voice wah veh the long neh update already leh.

RYL: HEHEHEHE, nah updated!

Christian: It's been awhile Princess.

RYL: Heyheyhey, i miss you! We should meet up soon. Have some mahjong session, so that denise and i can trick you again :D

3 may 10' ~ Goodbye, motivation [Cried during sat's dance practice]

2010-05-03T01:32:00.006+08:00

Goodbye, my motivation.

I have officially lost my motivation and enthusiasm for every single thing, including the last thing i love most. I'm going to screw up my A's. All i want to do now is sleep. Just like a sleeping beauty....

Had my 21 hours of sleep and i am going to sleep again.

Goodnight people.

Tagggs
Passerby: nice blog. =)
RYL: Thanks! (:

27 april 10' ~ My retarded love, eugene (:

2010-04-27T23:08:00.001+08:00

Retarded love ♥

27 april 10' ~ Reminders for updates

2010-04-27T23:00:00.004+08:00

Hopefully i rmb to blog about MDC with photos over the weekend. Hehe :D

Tagggs

ruishan: rest well giraffe!!! Miss your voice and hyperness. Lol
RYL: AWWWWW!!!!

tms: go away la like finally
RYL: haha yah. now got headache, like every single day also have.

Adelyn: aiyo! Cherllielua, you okay alr? must take care of yourself ahhhhhh!
RYL: yeah much better already. thanks, dear.

19 april 10' ~ Fever and sore throat.

2010-04-19T21:40:00.001+08:00

HOT AND COLD.

FEVER.

NO VOICE.

PLEASE GO AWAY :/

Tagggs

tms: block leave *chants repeatedly xD

RYL: LOL.

17 april 10' ~ Logistics team ♥

2010-04-17T21:43:00.000+08:00

My Logistics team ♥

Had spring cleaning with them and had quite alot of fun. HAHA, though it's tiring.

Shall update photos after i get pictures from SUM.

13 april 10' ~ Happy tuesday [Took same bus as Eugene; he called me and said bye to me]

2010-04-13T23:20:00.002+08:00

You made my tuesday a happy one (:
Your smile; second time (:
The weather is horrible, making my tuesday timetable a sucky one!

Freaking ran 4 rounds today for nothing! Why can't it rain earlier? So next week has to re-run 6 rounds again. In other words, 14 rounds in 3 weeks. WTH. MY TEACHER IS NUTS.

Time to sleep. Damn tired now. Goodnight!

11 April 10' ~ Updates on Raph's bday.

2010-04-11T16:04:00.004+08:00

Raph's bday ♥

Venue: Sentosa & Astons, Suntec.

Date: 4 April 10.

4/8 clique + Hupming&co went Sentosa to celebrate the 18th bday of this dear boy ♥

Fun, fun and more fun.

Perfectly suitable for destressing!

I want to go there again! (:

Bday boy.

Group photos.

More photos on Facebook.

11 April 10' ~ Blur. [You - eugene]

2010-04-11T15:32:00.004+08:00

A week for being a blur queen.

I left my phone in studio on Wednesday and only realised it when i got home. Apparently, my phone is no longer as important to me since it has been so lonely for a period of time. That's why, like what Joeyee said, i could be so calm even when i lost my phone.

Again, i forgot to take my pouch out when i left the studio. Luckily, i checked my belongings before i left the school and sum was still there with his keys. Phew.

Sometimes i wonder why can't i forget you too, just like how i lose my things easily.

Tagggs

tms: Spending my sunday in camp...ho hum
tms: Eeee so aunty xD
RYL: WHAT AUNTY?!

(Denise): HAHAHAH SWEET SIOLLLLL HAHAH
RYL: TSKTSK.

FION: HELLO CHERYL!!
FION: Hehe. You were from Crescent ah!? Dont look like eh! Hee. And OMG your birthday's on the 17th!? Mine 27th!
RYL: HAHA, HIHIHI STALKER. Crestian lah. Yah, i am michelle's senior what. You don't know meh? YESYESYES. WE CAN CELEBRATE OUR BDAYS TGT. AND I LOVE YOU, SERIOUSLY. OMGOMGOMG.

2 april 10' ~ Grocery shopping

2010-04-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

Retail shopping is a bore. Grocery shopping is fun :D

27 mar 10' ~ Liming's 21st bday.

2010-03-27T18:05:00.003+08:00

Old updates.

My cousin is now 21, on 13 march (: But had her bday celebration 1 week earlier at my third aunt's condo.

The 21 year old lady.

Stay long tgt ♥

My family.

27 mar 10' ~ Tag replies.

2010-03-27T18:00:00.003+08:00

Time for tag replies. HAHAHAH SORRY for being so late.

mj: hahah OI DONT BLAME ME IF FLUNK As.
RYL: TSKTSK.

ruishan: LOL MJ TRYING TO SAVE HIS ASS. Haha yes our j1s so naughty! Let's see if we can find more giraffes!
ruishan: wah so who's the first and the last huh huh huh!
RYL: Hahah yeah!!! HAHAHA you are the first and last one loh. SWEET RIGHT? (: Haha, i know i know :D

(Denise): NECK ACHING CAUSE OF FRINGE?!!? HAHAHAHAH
RYL: HAHAHA yes! Damn irritating and don't laugh at me! tsk.

tms: smile smile, destress destress *smile with teeth
RYL: HAHAHA:D

Sharon: I also did badly T.T
RYL: Yes hais.

Natalie: lualua tell me bout the number 7 soon hahhahaha
RYL: Hahaha i don't know how to put it to words.

27 mar 10' ~ Singing session.

2010-03-27T04:58:00.004+08:00

Th memories.

A wonderful day w them! Miss the guys ttm. The girls, hahaha, you know i love you two ♥

Sang from 2-7pm, though the guys didn't sing much. They only sang the last 2 songs! Damn stubborn. Die die also don't want to sing. After that went coffee bean to slack and talk about the past. HAHAHAHA. Damn funny to think back of those stupid things we done. After that home sweet home.

It's freaking 4.47am now. A lil early :D Good morning people!

Photos in the room 11, ehub kbox.

People involved!

The MIA guys.

Nise said we looked sweet. IDIOT!

26 mar 10' ~ THE FIRST AND ONLY ONE ♥ Eugene Houby

2010-03-26T02:53:00.005+08:00

END OF SA = SHOPPING SPREE ♥

Shopping around town, bugis and cityhall for around 8-9 hours, with 2 hours break in between. HAHA. People involved: SHARON, FELA & ME (:

Good thing: Shops are not that crowded.
Bad thing: Nothing nice :(

The SA totally screwed up my body clock. It made me feel uncomfortable and sick. And last of all, this SA is a totally screwed up exam! At least that's how i feel. Shucks.

So to make up for what i have been suffering for the past few days or one week, this whole weekend shall be a very, very, very slack one! Shopping earlier on, Kbox later and sleep over the weekends unless someone book me. Oh, one AQ won't hurt (:

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED. I am going to sleep peacefully now, after so many days of insomnia and nightmare related to studies. GOODNIGHT, PEOPLE.

♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥

♥♥

♥

I SWEAR YOU ARE THE VERY FIRST AND ONLY ONE, AND HOPEFULLY THE LAST ONE.

17 mar 10' ~ Dance camp

2010-03-17T00:32:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG. DANCE CAMP TMR. CAN'T WAIT HAHAHA.

Juniors are getting damn cheeky. Look at what they post on MDC's tagboard. OMG, they are becoming like us soon. No, worse than us. HAHAHA :D

Sian. I don't know what to do now. I want to sleep. But i can't. And my neck is aching cause of my irritating fringe.

12 mar 10' ~ E-learning day.

2010-03-12T13:29:00.002+08:00

TIRED & BORED.

Just completed my e-learning. Woots. And i feel like going back to dreamland again. BUT, i have to wait for fela cause she wants to tell me smth. ARGH, i don't know what to do now. Don't feel like studying though.

Everyday i feel so stressed up! But almost everyday, sure have some people who will make me laugh :D Like ytd, it was the dancers and MJ whom made my day (:

We were having fun discussing about dance camp and even walked around the school, carrying rubbish bags, to pick leaves. HAHA. Pai seh and fun cause we were walking around the whole school, with the juniors having their camp games. All of them were staring at us lah. Then we also write alot of stupid stuffs on the leaves. Damn stupid.

At night, went dte with MJ for dinner and we talked all the way till ard 10. HAHA, the longest time we ever talked to each other.

Okay i don't know what else to talk about already. OMG fela, are you done???

Oh yeah, i am going to get an itouch. HAHA. Sort of influenced by MJ cause of his apps. I spent 3 hours playing the same game ytd, trying to break his high score!

Tagggs

tms: 24 YES! and wah 1st photo of you smiling with your teeth showing man! XD
RYL: HAHA yeah.

Natalie: cheryl cheer up don't so emo! :> hang in there, we're all facing this battle together
RYL: thanks nat, i will be fine.

(Denise): Awww thanks :D *BIG SMILE*
RYL: LOL, not you hor. HAHAHAHA. And you put braces?!

10 mar 10' ~ Your smile (: [Eugene]

2010-03-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

Your smile is contagious (:

6 mar 10' ~ Emptiness [maybe cause jervin is no longer talking to me and my love for eugene is hanging]

2010-03-06T23:20:00.001+08:00

I'm officially lost.

The best way to fill the emptiness is to bury myself in my notes and never stop to think of things that will never have a definite solution.

5 mar 10' ~ Emo night. [you - jervin, you are giving up; distractions - eugene hou]

2010-03-05T23:39:00.001+08:00

Today should be a happy day, but i just can't get into the mood.

I should be happy that i got an A for chinese, but after hearing from my seniors who didn't do quite well for their A's, i got stressed up. I really don't know what to do. I want to be like Jiamin scoring AABB or Zheng Gang with the score AAAA. But can i do it? I don't want to burn out at the final lap, but neither do i want to stay so slack like now. I'm panicking.

Perfectionists. Everyone is looking for this particular person, but they always fail and they never realise that no such person actually existed in this world. Cause of the desire to be perfect, it make us look imperfect. And due to imperfection in us, it became a tool for gossips, rumours and hatred to occur. Spread like a fire, everyone started the love-hate game. So irritating and childish.

I know you are trying your best, so am i. I'm aware of the efforts you put in, but you know i can't accept them. I know you tried to be persistent, but you also know i am stubborn. Sorry and thank you for the past few months. You will always be one of my closest friends (:

Guess i have to let go sooner or later. I can't stay focus with too many distractions going on.

An emo night it shall be.

4 mar 10' ~ Photos [white words - eugene]

2010-03-04T20:30:00.003+08:00

Some late late late photos. HAHA.

CCA exhibition.

CNY w my lovelies!

MJ & XJ's 18th bday.

Ending off with my wonderful group 3, THE ROCKERS! ♥

Your face is etched in my mind (:

1 mar 10' ~ Procrastinate. [7-eugene hou]

2010-03-01T23:48:00.002+08:00

~~PROCRASTINATING!~~

In a dilemma. I want to maintain my grades, but how to do it without mugging?

It's just not the time to mug.

HOW?!

♥ 7.

Tagggs

tms: you never truly know what tired is until your 24km route march
RYL: 24km?!

Xela: Hahah, kk lah. Kidding only
RYL: Very funny hor. Update your blog lah.

ruishan: wah thanks giraffe. Good job! (Y)
RYL: No problem. The juniors will hate me for the punishments stated. HAHAHA.

Sharon: #12!
RYL: #7!

28 feb 10' ~ Duty roster.

2010-02-28T02:31:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired after rushing out the duty roster cause i am trying to be a nice logistic head and therefore went to check everybody's timetable so to ensure they have breaks for lunch and won't die of hunger that day.

BUT...

MDC has 60plus juniors!

Lucky it's done. GOOD JOB, CHERYL.
I want to see you everyday.
(:

26 feb 10' ~ Exhausted. [EugeneHou knows that i like him alr and i wonder how he thinks..]

2010-02-26T23:56:00.003+08:00

EXHAUSTED.

Had a heart to heart talk with 'Harry' today. HAHA, and please i'm not declaring any wars here. We shall talk soon. Too many things to say, but too lil time and memory space.

I'm getting blacker? NOOOO.
Alot of people told me i look darker. Damn it. All becasue of the road run and the dance picnic at ecp :/ Shall upload some photos of my beloved dancers SOON ♥

Summer in Singapore is horrible! People get irritated easily, like me. *hint hint* So please don't disturb me, otherwise don't blame it on me :D
I WANT WINTER, ICE CREAM, JELLIES...

Tired. Eyes are closing. Muscles are aching. Time to be a sleeping beauty.

Can you make this a start?

Taggs

Natalie: HEHE ME LIKES THE MDC VID ON YOUTUBE.
Natalie: hahaahha weird things?!! SOMEONE HAPPY ONLY HAHAAH
RYL: SAME. HAHAHAHAHA no lah, where got happy? :D

(Denise): HAHAHA OKAY I UNDERSTAND ALR. Hahaha! MISS YOU TTM.
(Denise): Better make yourself free after my exams ah! 4th march I end! Then we meet Alex they all!
(Denise): OKAY LO ALEX DON'T MEET
RYL: Haha try uh. We shall not meet ALEXYAP only.

Xela: Hey, its done kay! lols!
Xela: Who say we meeting you all. Denise talk **** one.
Xela: rubbish*
RYL: Oh. Wah, don't want meet uh. OKAY LOH.

tms: backkkk already xD So YOU TAKE THAT BACK! Wah one week alot of things happened in tpjc man HAHA someone igot attached wor.
RYL: Don't want to take that back. HAHA.

Sharon: awww xD
RYL: HEH.

allyy: ya i know my sweets nice. misss you lah deh. come back to my world soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
RYL: SAME, FASTER COME FIND ME.

Didi: Yoyo LOL
RYL: Hey.

14 feb 10' ~ CNY & V. DAY [shopping with fela, zheng yong & EUGENE HOU ♥; got talk to him and he msged me ♥]

2010-02-14T00:53:00.004+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & VALENTINES! ♥

This whole week was quite hectic, with 3 tests and 2 quizes on thursday and friday. The school just won't give us a break!

Wednesday, the juniors came and i had a group of great dance members. Hope all of them will stay in dance ^^ Waiting for the group photos.. *hint hint to SUM* OH, AND IT WAS MINGJUN AND XUANJIE'S 18TH BDAY (:

Friday, went shopping with sharon. But before that, i slacked in school with mj, gab and others. THEN, gab and mj decided to go my house even though i said 'NO' repeatedly. But being a nice girl, i let them into my room and they kind of ransacked it. They even initiated to be my makeup artists. LOL.

Saturday, went shopping with Fela and many weird things happened to us. HAHA. So paiseh lah.

♥ my day today ♥

Okay, bedtime. Nights.

Oh,

HAPPY 18TH(4TH) BIRTHDAY, JERVIN!

7 feb 10' ~ Tagggs

2010-02-07T22:44:00.002+08:00

Tagggs

ruishan: yah i think my eyebags can crush your bones already. Giraffes are deprived of sleep!

RYL: YES. OMG.

Xela: Hahaha, I dont wanna post with that blog. when my blog is done then will let you know it.

RYL: Haha sure. Faster get it done soon.

tms: what eye bags... now eye luggages already

RYL: Bimatty in NS liao hor. HAHA.

7 feb 10' ~ Bye. [My friendship with leo; jervin and his sweets; saw eugene 20 times and white words]

2010-02-07T22:32:00.004+08:00

Bye, my friend.

It'll be back to normal?

It's all up to you.

THANKS FOR YOUR SWEETS, TOOTH DECAY.

HAHA (:

20.

I'm wishing.. for YOU.

30 jan 10' ~ Exhausted [saw eugene for 34 times for the past 2 weeks!]

2010-01-30T23:35:00.003+08:00

It was an exhausting week. I didn't pay attention during lectures/tutorials and was talking/playing most of the time, so that i won't fall asleep. I feel gulty :/

But still, it was worth while when we dancers performed our 3 flashmobs ytd! (:

Morning, we performed tic tock at amphitheatre and roll it girl in the canteen. Afternoon, had another round of roll it girl and this time round we received alot of attention and applause. Woah, even the VP enjoyed it. HAHA.

Okay okay, have to sleep early. I AM DEPRIVED FROM SLEEP and people had to remind me about my eyebags. Damn it.
(2+0+4+5+1+1) + (4+3+5+7+2) = 34 :D

Tagggs

mj: hahah can change ur email to emoryl@hotmail.com alr!
RYL: Wahlao eh.

Xela: Hahahahah! thanks thanks. One whole post about me. awesome! You too! Dont do stuff that you will regret.
RYL: Aww so sweet right. Go post about me on your blog lah.

(Denise): Why got my name! HAHAHA!
RYL: Alex lah. He thought you were at my house when i was talking to him cause i randomly said 'i miss you'. =.=

28 jan 10' ~ Don't want! [Leo's confession]

2010-01-28T23:35:00.002+08:00

I.DON'T.WANT.TO.KNOW.

MDC is going to rock tmr's morning. J1s, beware! HAHA. So excited, but yet too tired to do anything. Going to sleep NOW.

GOODNIGHT.

27 jan 10' ~ Happy for alex [he broke up with julia]

2010-01-27T00:02:00.002+08:00

OMG, I AM DAMN HAPPY FOR YOU, ALEX YAP WEI TECK.

Finally you can talk to me like a MAN, in your usual self 2 years ago :D

MISS YOU SO MUCH SIA, and for god sake, Denise is not the only girl that can say this to you in a very random way! TSK.

25 jan 10' ~ D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G!

2010-01-25T01:05:00.002+08:00

YUCKS.

I want to skip school, but my mum don't allow me. I should just stay at home and rest, instead of playing with mealworms later. I'M SO NOT GOING TO ENTER BIO LAB TO DO EXPERIMENT ON WORMS. THEY ARE SO D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G AND THEY GIVE ME CREEPS JUST BY LOOKING AT THEM!!!! I will just break down infront of miss leo/miss liow to show how reluctant i am. Or i should just go sickbay and rest during bio period.

GOODNIGHT!

Tagggs

ruishan: yozzz. jia you cheryl. hahaha we had an interesting conversation man!!! let's do that again. soon!!!
RYL: yeah sure! :D and wahlao, you really posted that unglam photo!

Sharon: cheryl! im coming back already, take care dear!
RYL: Faster come back. Never see you for very long already!

Valarie: yeah, we have a great time on fri man. hha. anw, take care eh!
RYL: yeah okay.

Natalie: Eh giraffe you better cheer up okay! And get well soon! Don't worry too much about what happened, it'll be forgotten very soon, much love!
RYL: I will try uh. HAHA.

24 jan 10' ~ Gastric flu + Heart pain [you-eugene hou]

2010-01-24T11:52:00.003+08:00

Gastric flu + Heart pain!

Symptoms of Gastric Flu:
Vomiting
Diarrhea
Stomach pain
Loss of appetite
Body feeling weak

I had all these symptoms since ytd night and having heart pain now.

I dreamt of you again.

22 jan 10' ~ The past. [it and blue words-nicholas ewe incident; you-jervin]

2010-01-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

The past..

Just return home not long ago. Had a wonderful night with sum, rs, val and nat, BUT today is a tiring day! Maybe because of what happened in the afternoon.. Okay, forget about it.

The 5 of us spent our dinner time talking about crap and discussing about dance matters. Went shopping at uni qlo for dance costumes and had alot of fun and laughters there. Anw, i think uni qlo's colour sense sucks :p Okay, sum treated us muddy mud pie :D I shared it with rs and now i am so full that i'm skipping my dinner. Talked about relationships and it just reminded me of it again.

It's true that we all learn from our past r/s, but sometimes, some of the lessons learnt are that impactful that it changes our mindset towards r/s or the opposite gender and it's hard to truly love someone again.

Got to sleep now! Dance's tmr at 9am - 3pm. I AM CONFIRM GOING TO BE LATE! :D Goodnight.

I think it's time to clear this mess once and for all, esp you and your friends.

Tagggs

Leo: Don't REMOVE it!!! You know what I mean xD
RYL: No, i can't keep it there.

tms: goodnight little miss ^^
RYL: :D

Didi: 2.4km leh i failed LOL. Jia you jiayou
RYL: Lol, no fit enough. Train harder! And i didn't get to run today cause it rained -.-

21 jan 10' ~ Incident [Brandon wrote 'jervin♥lua on the bb court & many people saw it; you-jervin]

2010-01-21T23:57:00.001+08:00

Incident.

Today's incident just reminded me of the incident i had when i was in prcs. Just that, today wasn't as bad from what i had last time, but still it's enough for me to get real angry at some people. Now, i really don't know what to do. I don't know how to face the school man. OMG. I want to run. Maybe it can help to relax my mind. I don't know whether it works, but i am looking forward to the 2.4 run tmr.

You may have won the race, but you were never any closer to my heart.

I hope my mood will be better tmr, otherwise i may screwed up my attention span in tutorials and the task given by ruishan. Omg, please.

Goodnight.

19 jan 10' ~ My fear; my love. [First line-fear; second line-eugene; white words-eugene won medal in canoeing marathon on sun]

2010-01-19T20:37:00.003+08:00

My fear; my love.

To live with it; to conquer it?

To continue; to let go?

Congrats!

19 jan 10' ~ Tags

2010-01-19T20:35:00.001+08:00

Tagggs
allyy: i'll help you get his number can. its 983...
RYL: Haha continue uh..

(Denise): I think I know your post's about who. Hahahaha!
RYL: Yeah it's about HIM.

Leo: lol ryl...So emo alr ah? There is his msn in his info in FB so all you have to do now is "GO ADD THAT IMMEDIATELY THEN CHAT AND EXCHANGE NUMBERS! HOW IS IT FOR A START?" :)
RYL: Don't want lah.

Didi: Yo! you and who get together?? xD
RYL: Nobody.

Natalie: HEEHE IS THAT PERSON YOU DREAMT OF THAT ONEE I KNOW? Hahaha, see you in school love! :>
RYL: Haha, what do you think? (:

Adelyn: your latest post ah hahahahaha
RYL: :D

Sharon: hehe, u missed me 13 times? xD
RYL: Ya loh. Are you touched!? Faster come back school lah. I MISS YOU TTM.

ruishan Eh eh giraffe god you make me sound like giraffe demon. Lol! EAT ON TIME AND DRINK WATER! :) dont dance halfway then faint. Then must get eileen to come and worship you liao HAHAHA
RYL: Maybe you are? Hehe kidding kidding. Nono, she cannot worship me. I'm not her black god.

18 jan 10' ~ Gastric and chest pain [Numbers - the no of times i see eugene in school from mon - fri]

2010-01-18T00:53:00.003+08:00

Shit, i think i am going to be like Sharon soon. Having gastric and chest pain every now and then. Die! My dad warned me not to do any vigorous exercise like DANCING. He just had to find ways to stop me from dancing =.=

I got alot of things to do. Argh shit, damn stress now! Opps, i forgot to post on MDC's blog. I will promise to do it tmr. Ruishan, please don't kill me. HAHA.

Okay, time to sleep, otherwise i will be so sian again. Goodnight!

3+1+3+4+2 = 13 (:

4 jan 10' ~ Beautiful dream in reality. [Dreamt of eugene hou]

2010-01-04T03:06:00.004+08:00

A beautiful dream in reality.

All the impossible scenarios turned out to be the sweetest dream i ever had!
We overcome the barrier and had our first word.
We exchanged our numbers.
And, WE GOT TOGETHER :D

But sadly, that was just a dream.
I shall enter my dreamland now and be friends with you,
For i believe we will never talk to each other...

Goodnight!

3 jan 10' ~ KY'S 18th bday! [you - eugene]

2010-01-03T02:04:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BDAY, KY! :D

Damn fast lah. I still have 9 more months to 18 =.=

Stay happy! ♥

I won't talk to you,

You won't talk to me.

But yet, i'm happy whenever i see you ♥

Tagggs

allyy: mmmmm, want that dream to come true :)

RYL: LOL, EVIL.

2010: happy 2010. stay beautiful. (:

RYL: Happy 2010 too.

tms: Yup happy 2010 ryl ^^ It's a better year this year.

RYL: Happy 2010! Hope so.

2010

2010-01-01T04:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2010!

2009 wasn't a smooth year for me. Definitely not.

So i hope 2010 will be a better year! (:

30 dec 09' ~ Dreams. [I hope mabel don't like eugene hou]

2009-12-30T01:04:00.003+08:00

Dreams.

4/8 went on a holiday tgt ♥! That was one of my dreams. Cool right? We lived in those big big houses, with big big rooms. Omg, we must make it come true. HAHA.

I hope my six sense is inaccurate this time round. I don't want it to happen. PLEASE.

I DON'T WANT IT TO COME TRUE :(

28 dec 09' ~ Happy girl (: [Eugene invited and liked my activity on fb]

2009-12-28T00:53:00.006+08:00

Tonight, Cheryl is a happy girl ^^

Your actions may be insignificant, but it brighten up my day.

Before i sleep, i would like to say:

4/8' 08 IS LOVED ♥

25 dec 09' ~ Merry xmas ♥ [I miss eugene hou]

2009-12-25T02:44:00.001+08:00

HOHOHO MERRY XMAS TO ALL ♥

I MISS YOU.

24 dec 09' ~ SYDNEY trip from 9 to 15 dec! ♥

2009-12-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

SYDNEY TRIP! ♥

Overall, the trip was fun. Got to go for dance workshops and sightseeing. && I LOVE UDC! They rock!!!

On the day of departure.

Was the start of my bad day! Had cramps, got tired easily but couldn't sleep.
Watched The Time Traveller's wife; played personality test with MJ; and mahjong with Eileen, MJ and Rachel.

Day 1.

Lunch at Sydney Fish Market.

Check in Aspire Hotel Sydney.

Powerhouse Museum.

Dinner at Great Southern Hotel.

Day 2.

Breakfast in hotel.
Dance workshop with Jodie McNeily in McQuarie University.

Lunch at some place in some shopping centre.

Sydney Dance Company - Had Theatre Jazz and Lyrical Jazz classes.

Walked on the bridge.
Dinner at Delima Restaurant. Indonesian food (:

Day 3.

Breakfast in hotel.
Latin Dance Academy - Hiphop & Salsa.
Urban Dance Students Graduation Jam! ♥

Day 4.

Sydney Opera House.

Lunch at the beach - I had salad wrap cause the others had Subway =.=

Aboriginal Quarantine Tour.

Dinner at some Chinese restaurant.

Salsa class at Docks Hotel.

Day 5.

Aboriginal dance class.

Contemporary Art Museum.
ANZ Stadium.

Retarded time with my girls ♥

Day 6.

Check out.
Hiphop at UDC and had interaction time with the dancers ♥

Bus tour.

Left Sydney.

21 dec 09' ~ Off to chalet!

2009-12-21T17:41:00.001+08:00

I'm off to chalet! Will update on syndey trip once i'm back. Ciaos (:

18 dec 09' ~ Updates on RP performance (:

2009-12-18T16:42:00.029+08:00

Hey all, it has been ages since i blogged. HAHA. So now, i shall start on the performance at RP first! :D The performance was a great success!!!

This photo was taken on one of the practices. As usual not everybody was present.

On 3dec, the girls except for Leslie went Bugis to buy our costumes for the RP performance. Clarice is damn good in bargain, i swear! Most of the MDC girls have the same wallet, different designs though. Love them ttm! ♥

Practise at Marcus's house on 6dec

Rehearsal at RP on the 7 dec (:

8 DECEMBER 09!

The actual day itself! Finally it's over and our hard work has been paid off :D Thank you all for coming down to support us. Love, love. Dance video is on fb. Go check it out.

Tagggs

ruishan: haha I don't like it either. Ah well, anw jia you, and I think I will be late too HAHAHA :p

RYL: Yeah yeah.

benson: Break a leg (: Well I can't say good luck as its bad luck to say good luck... xD go figure.

RYL: Lol, i think i know what you are trying to say :D

Natalie: yeah man :/ i dont like it too. but hey it's overrrrrrrrrrr!

RYL: Yeah! What is over?

8 dec 09' ~ I HATE IT.

2009-12-08T01:17:00.004+08:00

I HATE IT.

1.35am. I know i am supposed to sleep now cause dance is at 7am tmr! But i feel like blogging though i don't know what to blog about =.=

Tmr is the big big day. Our last performance before the dancers leave for sydney trip. WOOTS. I can't wait :D But then... I HAVEN'T PACK MY LUGGAGE. Arghhh! Why can't i bring everything there? Tsk!

I hate to know that we are so divided. I simply hate it. Why can't we bond like a big family? Why must talk about others behind their backs? When can we stop all these bitching and gossiping?! When, when , when?!!!!

Ok, i want to sleep alr. TIRED! Got to wake up at 6am. Shucks, i think i am gonna be late for dance. Opps :X

Love is a painful game afterall.

Tagggs

Benson: Grrr evrylinny!
RYL: BIMATTY HAHAHA.

NATALIE: HEEEHEE AW IM HERE TO PROWL yes see you everday sucker LINK ME NOW
RYL: Huh, link you soon luh. LAZY SIA.

sharon: hehe ur motive... lol! and eh eh eh! what i worst?!
RYL: HAHA ya loh. You should had went with me :D Yah, you are the worst what. I want my flowers tmr! (:

29 oct 09' ~ Motive :D [To see eugene]

2009-11-29T11:36:00.004+08:00

Happy happy happy :D

Went IT fair with nat and marcus to find yiyong and clique. Met up with ade and nise before that and showed them my motive of going there. OPPS! :D I can't stop smiling. HAHAHA.

Natalie ng! I realised i see her everyday and we went shopping twice within the past 2 weeks. To bugis street! HAHA. My life will be incomplete without this bimbo. She is really the next sharon heng, although sharon is worse :p

Time for bed! Have dance tmr at 9 in the morning! Ciaos.

I want to see you more often! ♥

Tagggs

allyy: CHERLIE....... MISS YOU. WILL MISS YOU. CALL YOU SOON B4 I LEAVE THIS FRIDAY

RYL: Miss you too ♥

Benson: Lol rub that tail bone blue black with a boiled egg! How you can see you tail bone i haven't got a clue
RYL: HAHA use mirror lo. Bimatty.

kevin: peek-a-boo!! T_T popping by, still rmb me eh! if not i'm so going to haunt you =D so how;s school? and life?

RYL: Lol still rmb luh. I don't have stm hor. Oh holidays now. Boring and tiring.

24 nov 09' ~ Disappointed.

2009-11-24T08:31:00.002+08:00

Disappointed!

OPPS, suppose to have econs lecture now but i woke up late :p Nvm, at least i have time to do gp. But i cannot find articles related to my group's topic. Nicholas, how come you can find so many articles?!

I wonder what is my brother doing in gold coast now.. Having his maths lessons? HAHA. Ah yes, my that clever brother is away for Maths Olympiad. 11 days of peace ^^v. He is damn clever can. I can never get a distinction for such things, let alone going overseas for competition. LOL.

Last thing, EVERYONE IN 09S05 IS PROMOTED! (: Happy happy happy.

My dear girl, everything will be alright (: Take a break first and concentrate on your priorities now. Don't worry so much, yah :D

I know i shouldn't stereotype but i don't understand why most of them are that possesive and always expect us to forgive them for whatever things they had done wrong BUT not the other way round. Some even like to control us and just get angry when we do not do what they said. Just why do they like to be the dominant creatures? It's scary to know that they will change before and after they got us. It's no longer the sweet and caring person we know before; but a possesive and petty one after. But i have to say, what i am saying here does not apply to all. Just some of them out there. But just this small group, it has totally changed my perspective, from bad to worse. They are such a disappointment, especially when they lie.

Ok, i am going to bed again. Going to school at 10plus for bio lecture. Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN!

2 months..

Tagggs

Benson: Eh don't play play with back aches. Like quite long already man. Don't think it's muscle strain lo. Better go get it checked just to be safe. Ok?
RYL: Ok, after my dance trip if it still hurts.

anonymous: Don't do strenous stuff and take care of your back? :)
RYL: I will try.

ruishan: take care babe! :)
RYL: Thanks :D

Natalie: aiyo cheryl cheer up girl! don't be so emomozo! You'll be fine love, dancedance and shop! (;
RYL: HAHA, yes we should go shopping. This friday after dance ok?

17 nov 09' ~ Happy; unhappy

2009-11-17T23:44:00.002+08:00

Happy; unhappy

Happy, cause mr sum is happy with the dance progress :D
But we need alot more practices. Jiayou, people.

Unhappy, cause i get alot of blisters, blue-blacks and last but not least, my back ache.
It's not getting any better :/
I hope it is not smth serious.

Argh doing bio now. YES, BIO. I have bio tutorial tmr. Not because i want to do it oh. I don't even understand anything about this topic. So confunsing. lac Y, lac A, wth man. So many things to rmb.

Tagggs

tms: replied =P
RYL: =.=

12 nov 09' ~ PW groupmates.

2009-11-12T00:20:00.002+08:00

I simply love my pw group

Haha. I am serious. Not joking ok. We are efficient; always hand in our work on time; always have fun; close to zero or a few disagreements. I feel so lucky to have such groupmates, but of course, not the teacher. He can't fit to be a pw teacher. Like seriously.

So today, we met up at Fela's house to practise for op. Joyce and Japhia were there too. While waiting for lai sa, we watched tv and sang k all the way till 6plus. LOL. Practising our vocal mah. Ok luh, sharon and i did a bit of pw after dinner time haha.

Yawns, i feel like sleeping but then i am talking about the past with my senior, Sean. LOL. Idiot, always say i talk back to him. But i was so guai last time. Hmm at least during sec 1 luh. I think he will rmb me as his ''most guai lan junior''. TSK.

Tagggs

Benson: Fierce :/ Your blog post. Got alot of flame xD See already my eye ball burning
RYL: HAHA. blame it on that disgusting idiot.

10 nov 09' ~ Bio Olympiad at NTU

2009-11-10T22:53:00.002+08:00

Bio olympiad was brain exhausting. Had a fast op dry run before Haris and i rushed off to meet ms liow. And started my bimbotic day with the 2 guys cause Sharon didn't go NTU with us. Yes, i was the substitue for the bimbo. And that 2 assholes kept laughing at me. All they can tell me was ''you are pretty mah'' -.-

The bio paper was a killer. HAHA all MCQs, but what i have in my brain was 5% of the topics tested. I didn't prepare for it; no lessons unlike other jcs with don't know how many hours set aside for this olympiad; how the hell can we even compete with the other 200plus students luh. Nvm, i am aiming for HIGH PARTICIPATION HAHAHA, right Haris? :D

Ok, i just can't stand this particular disgusting guy. Act as if he is mighty and all. Still can say alot of bad things about girls as if he is such a perfect guy. Come on luh, stop your disgusting opinions about girls. You know nuts about us. All those so called girls you know are those sluts that will want to 'attract' you. So to sum up, you only know about sluts!

Tired alr, night people!

I want to forget about you.

Tagggs

Benson: Lol a private blog perhaps? Either that or Labrador park that place is ulu enough
Benson: Never reply me ):
RYL: Opps sorry, haha. Don't need so ulu luh.

7 nov 09' ~ Warmmmm [you-jervin]

2009-11-08T13:31:00.002+08:00

I WANT AN ICE CREAM ^^

All i wanna know is that you are fine.

Tagggs

passer: start writing in a new blog and dont bother to link or tell your frens. there are just something you want to keep it to yourself, and keep it that way. cheers
RYL: Yes i will (:

anonymous: Hey, give yourself a break from dancing if your back hurts. Take care
RYL: Thanks for your concern (:

4 nov 09' ~ Secret (:

2009-11-04T23:54:00.002+08:00

Secret.

I want to have my own secret place. Somewhere, where people will never find it. Somewhere, where i can write anything that i like. Somewhere..

Don't know what's wrong with me today. Totally not in the mood to dance. And i must stop crossing my leg! Bad for my back. It's hurting again. Damn it.

Going to bed now. Not really in a mood to do anything. GOODNIGHT.

I remember your smile.
I remember your voice.
I remember those fated incidents,
that brought us together.

Tagggs

Benson: Let's go to elias park, we scream together and play hide and seek :)
RYL: HAHA, sure.

ruishan: Dance is a good remedy! :) It'll work, you'll be fine haha ^^
RYL: (:

allyy: yeah, everyone needs a shoulder to cry, a need a man.
RYL: Yeah, i need you. HAHA. Move on, alyah. He is not the best guy out there.

2 nov 09' ~ Face the music. [first you - jervin; second you - mengseng; third you - eugene hou]

2009-11-02T22:37:00.003+08:00

Time to face the music.

No point considering your feelings. I gotta be harsh and let you face the reality. No point saying i'm sorry cause i know you are sick and tired of hearing it. Countless of it. I hope you would think through what i said earlier on, cause i'm serious about every word i told you. You won't give up, but i won't give in either.

I'm really, really, really tired. People may think i'm going through a series of stressful moments due to pw and dance. But no. I know things ain't simple as it seems. Evil thoughts simply refused to move away from my tired soul. I am sinful. I blame it all on my evil self. Jealousy, envy, anger, sadness, what's next?

Here it goes again. My tears are flowing as i am writing this post. Thank you, for having such talks with me. I often find it hard to share my thoughts with anyone. Not even my loved ones. But i'm glad you are one of those that i can talk to in times like this, though i'm not telling you all of it. Still, thank you very much.

I wish to see you everyday.
I hope we will talk one day.
My desire is growing,
but yet my hatred is not leaving.

29 oct 09' ~ My thoughts. [jealous of sharon, i think?]

2009-10-29T21:41:00.003+08:00

I need some time on my own.

I feel like crying.

Don't ask why. No reason.

I want to dance out my frustrations.

I want to scream.

I want to shout at those that irritate me.

Last of all, JEALOUSY IS A SIN.
I hate this feeling.

I want to dance, seriously. I hope time will pass faster. At least for tomorrow...

27 oct 09' ~ End of WR.

2009-10-27T23:07:00.002+08:00

END OF WR. START OF OP.

Finally done with WR. Really feel like kicking his ass, slapping him, scratch him..
Idiot loon, always say my group got a lot of potential, but in the end, we never reach EE for any drafts.
Hopefully, our final WR can get an EE grade *prays*

All thanks to WR, i was down with high fever last night. My temp rose up to 38.1. I got gastric too, not because i refuse to eat but i have no appetite at all and i only want to eat noodles with soup cux of my throat. Also got backache and body aches due to dance. Oh wth.

But thanks to my bimbotic and lai sa group mates, i enjoyed doing wr with them over the weekends. On sat, we went almost every part of Tampines to eat. HAHA, not every part luh. Exaggerating only :D But we really eat at every place we went to. From coffee bean, to 201, to round market. And didn't really touch on pw. Sunday, went to serangoon country club, and we did mug for pw.

Alright, off to do i&r. Want to clear it by this week.

Goodnight people (:

Tagggs

Benson: Lol! Not bad one month of no blogging girl (: perseverance :P
Benson: TIME FOR AN UPDATE MISSY!!
Benson: Good grace! It's pink.
RYL: Updated. Lol.

Chermaine: ! Lucky u rmb me , hehez , tagged ! :D
RYL: Haha yeah.

ally: updaaaaaate. link me.
RYL: Updated. Yeah ok.

12 oct 09' ~ Bdays and shopping!

2009-10-12T23:30:00.007+08:00

Darius, Charlene & Fab's bday! :D

Went airport fish&co. to celebrate their bday.

Shopping on 12oct09!

10 oct 09' ~ Fab and bro's bday.

2009-10-10T23:40:00.006+08:00

Before the clock strikes 12, i would like to say:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FABIAN CHIN YIT JIE.
Thanks for being a good friend, trying to get me chocs to ask for 'hmph hmph'. You should know what it is. HAHA.
Thanks for being so sarcastic to me.
Thanks for the morning meetups though you always don't come on time.
Thanks for the exam-stress calls.
Last of all, thanks for being my punching bag. HAHAHA :D

Also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EDENUIS LUA JUN KAI.
You are finally 15, please be more mature.

8 oct 09' ~ End of promos!

2009-10-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

PROMOS IS OVER! (:
*but not for those that take Physics and China Studies in English.
Yeah, finally free from mugging and can now enjoy.
Shopping, outings and soon, dancing!

Went shopping with Fela and Sharon;
Met Fela's friend, Gabriel, and spend our time slacking at Starbucks watching videos;
Then home sweet home.

But that's not all. It's just the start (:

Sharon and i took the wrong train from Raffles City, and headed towards Jurong. I was still wondering why there were so little people, but Sharon told me bcos it's a weekday. We were happily chatting (more of tired), until Sharon realised we took the wrong train and we alighted at Red Hill.

Before we took the train from Red Hill, i had a strong feeling i will meet someone on my way back. And yes, i did. I saw DENISE TAN YILING! (: She was jumping up and down, and i stunned for awhile. LOL. It was also a reunion for Denise and Sharon, haha. They were from the same pri school.

Then when Sharon and i were about to leave the mrt station, i saw my parents and introduced Sharon to them. Their another daughter..

On my way back, i saw my pri school friend, YiLing and Leon Cai :D

All these happened within an hour; it was so happening.

I'm supposed to sleep now, but i feel like updating about the Teachers' Day celebrations and my bday.

First, Teachers' Day celebrations. MDC performed the dance piece that was meant for the Runway and we did great :D Camwhored in the studio durng our break..

My beloved dancers! (:

Nat & Rachel ♥

Natasya

Eugene

Ruth

Joeyee ♥

Beatrice ♥

Nicholas

Marcus

Fabian

Elieen

Back to PRCS. Most teachers were too busy to entertain us, but i managed to catch up w some friends. Alex & co. were there too.

PRCS's logo

Alex! ♥

Shannon

Alyah :D

Met Nise and others for dinner. As usual, camwhore session.

My dearies ♥

Nise's fav pose v^^v

17 September, my special day. Thanks everyone for their presents, wishes and surprises (:

18 September. I had bday dinner w 4/8 clique at Elias Mall. Thank you all for your presents and cake. Haha, though the first one was screwed and i sweared i didn't realise the cake that was passing around under the table. LOL. I'm tired of typing alr, let the photos do the talking instead.

The first dish that came was on a heart shape plate. I ♥ the plate luh.

Fabby

They bought a new cake to replace the first one.

Fab extra luh.

Ring from chromosomes + Steph ♥

Present from KY and others

Me: "Huh, what's inside?"

Me: *Peek inside*

Me: "Argh, i knew it"

Ta-dah, the present: My most hated food

Photo taking!

Thank you all for the wonderful presents ♥ I LOVE THEM ALL.

Going for a long sleep now. Night.

Tagggs

Benson: Your camera is undersaturated. All of the pictures of ppl got zombie-ish looking skin colour xD

RYL: LOL.

SALLY: HAPPY SWEET 17TH, CHERYL DARLINGGG! <3

k: hapy bday smile

zw: happy bday lua

aaron: happy birthday girl!!

RYL: Thanks, people (:

Mr M: ~HELLO~
RYL: Hi, you are?

`Chermaine: Cheryl jie , Rmd me ?

`Chermaine: *rmb me ?

RYL: Hey, yeah.

(Denise): I MISS YOU SO MUCH PLZ MEET US SOON

Adelyn: YEAH CHERLLIE LUA SOON AFTER YOUR PROMOS K! ALL THE BEST! Loveyouuuuuu! :D

RYL: Yeah, i miss you two too!

STEPHAN!E heyyo! relink meeeee~~ thankie! (:

RYL: Alright.

12 sep 09' ~ Gab's belated bday celeb :D

2009-09-12T01:50:00.003+08:00

My 3rd trip to Marina Barrage for Gab's belated bday celebration on 22aug (:

This boy here turned 17 on 19August, but he is still like a small kid :D Seriously, grow up luh :p So old alr, still act like a kid. Tsktsk. Haha kidding, kidding.

Mingjun was responsible for scamming gab to marina barrage and blindfold him at the same time. Somehow, gab trusted mingjun. If it was me, i would never trust MJ (opps!). As for the others (JH, XJ, Cyn and me), our job was to prepare all the things for the surprise. Enough of talking, enjoy the photos.

So here goes:

The t-shirt that matches him well! :D

Look how happy was he.

Then, camwhoring starts..

Purposely do this pose to irritate me!

Tagggs

Benson Why do you have the habit of replying ppl on your blog posts?!
RYL: I have answered your ques. Tsk.

10 sep 09' ~ Sch tmr..

2009-09-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

I wanted to upload the photos of Gab's belated bday celeb at Marina Barrage, but i am too lazy uh :p Next time, i promise :D

Anw, i have to sleep now cux i have Econs class in the morning. Nights!

Tagggs

Marcus: FINALLY FOUND IT HAHA!
RYL: LOL.

Benson: HI TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH xD *shies away
RYL: Yeah i will. Tsk copycat!

Natalie: CHERYL IMISSYOU DEAR. Cheer up alright, and im sick too! I just got flu and sore throat :/
RYL: IMISSYOUTOO!♥ Aww, take care too.

Didi: you should blog tuesday what happened :D Takecare!!
Didi: SMILE!!! Dont breakdown!!! i need you!! Throw you inside pond with snakes :D jia you!!
RYL: Haha lazy luh. Tsk.

9 sep 09' ~ Falling sick

2009-09-09T00:31:00.002+08:00

Falling sick.

I have been sneezing ever since i reached home at 7pm. I think i am down with flu. My chest hurts too. Opps, am i going to be like Sharon? Now i can't carry heavy things with my left hand cux it might just trigger another chest pain. Or maybe i have heart problems? :D

Gosh, i have the urge to blog, but i don't know what to blog :/

Arghhhh.

Anw, today is a special day! 090909 (: And i should sleep now.

Tagggs

ally: girl, anything im here for you aye. im just 8 numbers away from personal consultation. aye aye ;) oh bt, tpjc dance performance for teachers day is up on youtube already, and girl... YOU CAN DANCE.
RYL: Thanks babe (:

7 sep 09' ~ Happier (:

2009-09-07T02:58:00.002+08:00

Wondering.

I felt much better, after 13 hours of sleep. Heh ^^ But i feel weird too. Like something is missing from my life.. I wonder what is that.

I felt so slack today. I tried to memorise Econs, but nah, i am not in the mood. At least i read through it and i managed to recap something when i helped someone in his Econs hw. LOL.

Haha, i should stop being so slack and started mugging. Yes i should.

Alright, bedtime. Sleep now! :D (Tsk.)

Tagggs

mj: mai siao leh complicated, say these kinda things! GET UP!
RYL: HAHAHA, i will be fine laa.

6 sep 09' ~ September [us - me and jervin]

2009-09-06T02:24:00.002+08:00

September.

It's sad to know that the others are having their own problems now, in this month :(
But still, i love september ♥

Wondering whether i can be one when i said ''I pledged to be optimistic''. Exhausted. No longer have the energy to carry on. Please don't pin any hopes on us. I told you this before and i am here to remind you again. Forget; move on.

Tagggs

Adelyn: hey dearie, don't tire yourself out k :(

(Denise): Hey cheer up!!!! This year ain't a good year for many of us too I believe. You're not alone!! <3

SALLY: Hey Cheryl dear, cheer up k! I may not know what youre going through but you know who to turn to in any case you need a listening ear aite. Love! (:

RYL: Thank you, my ladies (:

5 sep 09' ~ Fragile mentality

2009-09-05T00:22:00.001+08:00

If i said i'm fine, i would be lying..

Crying does help to relieve stress and that was what i did last night which gave Mingjun a shock. Maybe i will just cry every other day till promos, pw and other problems get out of my life.

Like what Fab said, this year is just not my year. True and in fact, from the start of the year, i knew that this year will not be smooth for me. I am not being superstitious but i just can't help to think it that way. And all the unhappy incidents proved it true.

Right now, my mental self is so fragile that one more unhappy incident will just make me collapse.

Alright, back to today.
I overslept and skipped school. Blame it on wr. The 4 of us went to bed only after the clock strikes 4 in the morning, and i was the only one who didn't attend school :/ But i went for the learning journey. It was boring and warm. The end.

I know my blog becomes more emo each day. I don't want to, but this is my life now. I just need a place to convey my thoughts, so please bear with me. I promise that one happy post will be on its way soon. Goodnight.

Tagggs

ky: 3rd month knowing you
RYL: Shhhh, don't tell people. Keep it to yourself :D

4 sep 09' ~ Emotional breakdown [reject jervin again; white words]

2009-09-04T01:45:00.002+08:00

Emotional breakdown.

I refused to climb the wall that caused me to fall few years back. And now, i am hesitating to touch similar walls, fearing i might just hurt myself again. Sorry for what i've done to you.

It's 1.45am now, and my pw group is still awake, doing our wr now. Oh gosh, my brain is dead but i have to revive it no matter what. YAWNS~~

Back to proposed ideas. Bye.

3rd month knowing you

Tagggs

woop ur ass: hey, nice performance, ur expression very cool ^^
RYL: Thanks (:

30 aug 09' ~ Teachers' day celebration [asking jervin to listen to my clues; telling him that we can't get tgt]

2009-08-30T23:55:00.004+08:00

Listen to my clues.

From Panorama, to Runway and now Teachers' day.
Finally we are able to dance tmr :D

Can't wait to go back to sec school tmr :D I want to see Mrs Koh, Mrs Ang, Mrs Lim, Mrs See and many more. Of course, the students too.
Can't wait, can't wait, can't wait..

Will update on gab's bday whenever i feel like blogging. I'm just so lazy to upload the photos here :/

Nights, people.

Tagggs

zhan wei: woop ur ass haha lua hock loon unlucky
RYL: LOL

cyndia: Aiyo, char bor! Bestest of luck and lots of blessings for you!!! oh gosh...
cyndia: and where's that pretty picture i took? awwww, it was so cute right? HAHAHAHAHA
RYL: LOL, that photo cannot anyhow upload sia. will get into trouble!

john: long time no see! can talk to me one hahahaas i never change number yea? =)
RYL: hey, alright. but hor, i lost my contacts so i don't have your number. hope to see you tmr in prcs :D

17 aug 09' ~ 2nd year of singlehood [note to jervin]

2009-08-17T22:50:00.004+08:00

2nd year..

Repeating our story, one more time.
The familiar start and the sad ending.
When will this come to an end?
I'm sick and tired of the same old process.

Many things to say, but i can't put them to words.
Many things to share, but i don't dare to tell.
It's just damn difficult to tell you my thoughts.

12 aug 09' ~ Unlucky girl! [white words for jervin; lost my thumbdrive and hp shows jervin and i have no fate]

2009-08-12T21:01:00.003+08:00

UNLUCKY GIRL :(

Just last week, i lost my thumbdrive and handphone. Argh great.
And they are very important to me :/
To make things worst, my internet was screwed for the past 3 days.
Unlucky me!

Anw i got a new phone and a new number. So people, do tell me your number and ask me for my new number yeah.

I hope all the bad luck will stay away from me. Please.. i really don't like you. Get away.

Perhaps, we should talk. Or maybe, we really do not have the fate..

Tagggs

kevin: sorry for late reply, yea i went there. and last sat i went again(= [last sat 1st Aug] i got a faded heart shape fireworks. as in it was going to go off already =/ sian almost got it lah. hais >.<
kevin: go my facebook see my album, got the photos of the fireworks!! go see!!
kevin: must go see =D
RYL: Haha ok. I will go see (:

Natalie: FOUND YOU giraffeeeeee! cheer up! i lost my phone before too and i know how it feeeelz, you'll be fine! (;
RYL: Thank you, thank you, thank you. Love you loads ♥

Adelyn: ahhhhh, cherllie lua went in the end! I haven't seen you for so longlonglonglonggggg
RYL: Hahaha. Yes. Ade, i miss youuuu!

8 aug 09' ~ 18july, Zoooo photos

2009-08-08T14:05:00.000+08:00

Photos for our trip to Singapore Zoo on 18July! ♥

Start off with the people of the day.

Our retarded leader: Nuralyah Razali

Photographers: Tan Hui Bin & Yeo Zhen Qiang

Models: Shazni Yasir, Meera Sanghavi, Stephanie Loh, Maycie Ng, Nur Syafiqah, Shereen Latiff..

And of course,

ME! ^^

Enjoy th photos, peeps. More photos on fb.

Ending off with the face of this retard.

7 aug 09' ~ Lost my phone :(

2009-08-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

i want my phone! :(

What's wrong with my life now? Everything isn't going smoothly for me. It just had to go haywire. And now, I LOST MY PHONE!

Things are complicated. People are asking me to make a police report. I just hope nobody took my phone and that i can get it back by next week. I rlly want it back. I don't want a new phone, i just want it back.

Had national day celebration + racial harmony day. Will update photos soon.

Do you rlly understand why i am doing it?

Tagggs

zhan wei: i feel like spamming ur whole blog.. but goodness took control of me, be thankful! :)
zhan wei: u will find ur phone :)
RYL: Hope so.

ky: LOL...WHITE WORDS again...yeah...u r crazy
RYL: Yeah i am crazy what.

13 aug 09' ~ Blank note for yixuan

2009-08-06T01:09:00.004+08:00

Hi TEO YI XUAN! (:
This 'blank space' is specially for you only leh.
Do you feel special? LOL.

Thank you for telling KY it uh. HAHAHAHA.

3 aug 09' ~ Miss you [you-jervin; white words for jervin; other side-the vulgar side]

2009-08-03T23:04:00.003+08:00

I MISS YOU ♥
Haha, i was just being random.
Just feel like saying this.

PW sucks. Have been changing ideas for EOM for like 124788584 times. Now, have to do the 5th draft. WTH. Irritating. WR tmr at night, in school till 9pm. I can't wait to get rid of PW.

I am rather excited for this friday's national day celebration cuz we are allowed to wear ethnic costumes to school, but then... I don't know whether i should wear anot. So weird laa. Hah. Got ween's pink kebaya with me, but not sure whether the school will allow me to wear anot. Argh.

Alright, time to sleep. I totally gave up on EOM (for today only).

A day like a year.
Slow and torturous.
When will this come to an end?
Hurt me w your the other side; let me cry.

Tagggs

ky: nice WHITE words u have there
RYL: THANK YOU UH, KY. You just let everybody know i have white words here.

zhan wei: HI HELLO I FOUND UR BLOG I KING
RYL: Eh what king la, should be IDIOT. You watch out sia, always prank on me. Soon, you will know what i can do to you. WAIT AND SEE, HAH.

2 aug 09' ~ 28 / 4 = 7. [white note: 4 when we start talking; 28 when we stop talking; 7 weeks from 28july - to talk to me?]

2009-08-02T00:48:00.005+08:00

28 / 4 = 7
Will it end then? Let's wait and see.

Surprise me w the numbers above;
Prove it to me that you truly like me;
I will wait for the arrival of the special day.

31 july 09' ~ Fate-less [white note for jervin]

2009-07-31T23:02:00.002+08:00

Wth. What exactly did Mdm Goh tell my parents sia.
Both of them are asking me not to spend much time with my friends.
Wth?! Confirm say smth bad one laa. Idiot.

Tired to the max. Have been staying up late for EOM and now have to chiong for WR.
Guess i gonna fall sick soon.
Actually don't have to guess cos it's going to happen soon.

That's all for today. Not really in a mood to blog. Nights.

Fate-less. Just let this be.

31 july 09' ~ Falling for him [jervin; a white note for him]

2009-07-31T01:04:00.002+08:00

Deep down.

Falling.. but i know i will get back on my stand again. I know i will. Time is all i need.

Suddenly i feel the love for 09S05. Aww, cos we had an activity whereby everyone will write positive comments for each person on a card. Each card for one person. Had a great time laughing after we got back our cards. HAHAHA :D Love you guys.

Hang in there and you'll be fine.

Tagggs

Adelyn: aiyo, cheer up dearie. catch up soon :>
RYL: Ade, i have lots of things to tell you!

anne: babe, keep yourself free on national day
RYL: Oh, i'll try.

29 july 09' ~ Troubled over Jervin. [i told him that we should stop talking to each other]

2009-07-29T00:15:00.003+08:00

What am i thinking about now: Smth that troubled me since Mon.
How do i feel now: Sad :(

I'M SORRY.

Paranoia, fertile imagination, questions, possible loopholes in solutions. I've been thinking all these for the last 48hours and i still have no idea what to do. I don't even know what i want. Screw it.

My eyes are weary, perhaps time for bed now :(

Tagggs

Matt: wah new picture sia lolololol
RYL: Haha.

26 july 09' ~ Moodswing [you - jervin]

2009-07-26T03:11:00.000+08:00

MOODSWING! (:

Doctor Cheryl say i am suffering from mild moodswing and to warn people not to irritate me, otherwise you know what will happen :D

True true, i am having moodswing now. Maybe this explains why i was a lil crazy, gets irritated easily and more violent than usual :D

Photos of STC's visit.

First day of his visit.

Dinner on th second day.

Still have few more photos w STC's gf. Ohya, did i mentioned that STC's gf, Cathy, came to SG with him? Haha, so cool right?

Tmr, STC is leaving. Wanted to send him off, but i can't :( TatCheong, rmb to visit us again, ok? All the best in US :D

Alright, nights. Going to have another 15 hours of sleep, just like ytd ^^

I'm going to stay away from you, just like the last 2days.

25 july 09' ~ Last dinner w STC (you - jervin)

2009-07-25T01:30:00.003+08:00

It's 1.30am now. I'm so tired that i will be sound asleep when i close my eyes, but then i am a lil lazy to sleep now. LOL. I know wth right, tired yet lazy to sleep. Something is definitely wrong w my mind.

Yes, guess my mind is screwed. I have no idea what i've been doing for the past whole week. All i know was that i'm mentally and physically tired. Every morning, i've no intention of waking up and prepare myself for another boring day. I would wish to sleep forever, in my dreamland (YAWNS)

Bedtime now, but first..

Dinner w STC and his gf at Bedok 85 w the clique. That should be the last time seeing him after don't know how many months or years before we can see each other again :(

But nonetheless, we enjoyed the dinner. Had joy and laughters as the guys (Raphael, Jordan & Fabian) never fail to entertain us w their foolish and childish actions. Shall get some photos of their retarded moments from Nise :D

Alright, that's all for the day. Goodnight, people (:

It's just me, myself and I. No longer you and I.
Trying everything i can to get you out of my life.
It's difficult, but i know it's time for the tough decision.
You too, knew that the day will come.